Ich vermisse ihn mehr als ich sollte.

"Could you check my pulse for me to see if I'm alive?

Cause every time that I am near you is the only time I feel alright.
If there were any way, I could think to turn back time, I'd stay here with you
Sometimes I sit and wonder, sometimes I feel like letting go
All I know is no one should have to be alone

I don't want to be alone, I don't want to die alone
I could fall apart here and now, I don't want to die alone"